Mirage Water

Have you abandoned me because I am a female?! Is it because I'm a defilement that corrupts your purity, my mister?! So, tell me: Why did you come to me? And gave me the life, then killed it between my hands. So you left and in the mirage, water washed it and washed me! Why did you flew me with your wings and raise me above the chandeliers? From there you drove me away, and in the blackness of the sea have you let me fall down?! I am not with wings like you to fly. You created me out of your crooked rib, and with it you drowned me! Is it because I am a female that you exile me?!